CRAWLING FOR SURVIVAL

July 14, 2008 at 12:11 am (by-gones, mushpatriot, random ruminations)

I am listening to the silence of serenity,
whispering the words of melancholy.
I look around and see no understanding
New questions to answer,
New answers to seek.

Am I in love just to be let down?
Anguish n disgust seem to cover it all.
I want to ride the wings of dreams and soar into the sky.
Dreaming of happiness,
Dreaming of possessions,
None of which, materialistic.

Camouflaging themselves in momentary bliss.
Lacking in eternal understanding.
Nimbling in abstract
Living in nihility.
And subliming in pulverant truth.

Alas, hopes relived.
Happiness rebounds.
It’s a pungent enthusiasm,
And I wont give up till I have nothing else to give!